this is just so that i can finaly have a journal up that i dont have to erase to keep my soon to be mother-in-law from reading, but its also a chance for me to realy thank some of you people...the ones who are there...were there....and will be there...well here goes (btw this is not in any particular order of importance)
tim, for always bein here and never lettin me down he'd do anything if i needed him

matt, for bein my longest lasting friend ever...through thick and thin, nerd and looser still here, still there

megan, for bein there when i just had to bitch ta someone ^_^ and for being so understanding of so much (and for not stabbing me lol)

emily, for finaly giving me the balls to dump brit *peace sign*

my bro matt (aka z-mann), for bein so cool about everything and for listenin to me when i needed him

to ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the people who helped with Teen Titans the comic series and the show ^_^ i love it

carol, for always bein cool and stuff (get online more often!!!)

steph, for bein the most awesome sister ever, and for bein the most ballsy girl ive ever known

mrs. amy, for birthing sibylle ^_^_^_^_^_^^_^_^_^_^_^_^^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

mr.steive, for reinspiring my desire to teach

mom, for lovin me and takin care of me for my whole life

and same for you dad

and ofcourse all the people along the way who randomly taught me life lessons

all of sibylles friends, for bein so awesome and nice to take me in ^_^

kit, for bein so funny and lettin me have a canadian friend!!!

and now for the artists...



dark persian!!!, your work...is...amazing...it floored me to look at your "faux screenplay"

liliflower, your a great girl and an awesome friend thankies! not to mention your art is great

blue serenity, your hilarious man! and so is your work!

smilyimp! your realy cool and work aint half bad lol ^_^ talk soon eh

nereide, your pretty cool and your work is beautiful btw it was sooooooooooooo cute when you blushed on your comment

and everybody else who is artistic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you guys are great! dont ever give up!

now the final and most amazing four people on the list................................................

first on the final four is kayli...a kick-ass kid with an amazing style...dont you ever change cause if ya do ill kick yer ass *wink wink*

next...is malorie...i may not ever be able to talk to you anymore but...your still my sis...and i still loves ya and also i never did thankyou for staying along the whole way even when i chose others over you...thanks mal...thanks...*tear slowly falls*

now...the MOST MOST MOST important human being there is in my life!!!
SIBYLLE SMITH! SHE'S SO AMAZING!!! SHE IS BEAUTIFUL! AND SMART! AND KIND AND CARING!!! and...she's my hero...she saved me...by loving me and for that i definatly thankyou sibylle...i love you so much...more than anything

and finally the last and most important, God for blessing me with so many gifts and this wonderfull life and ALL OF THESE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN GREAT FRIENDS AND FAMILY all along the years...well thankyou for reading it all *smiles and bows* have a good day ^_^